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17th January 2008

1:58am: New "real" blog
I have a new blog:
LHOOQtius at Blogspot dot com

I will be retaining and reactivating Livejournal as a blog primarily for personal events blogs (including blogging about the cats), and the Blogger / Blogspot one for more "writerly" stuff.

15th February 2004

10:41am: What is it with cats?
We buy them all these expensive toys - little balls in circular plastic tracks, scratching posts with platforms, catnip-filled mice, etc. - and yet all they want to play with are empty cardboard boxes and little plastic frobs. Well, that and each other. Cthulhu is currently engaged in a rousing game of "move the little plastic frob around the room"...

14th February 2004

11:15am: Los Gatos
The two kittens are doing very well during their fourth week in our house. Cthulhu is currently sitting on my lap trying to prevent me from typing, while Narasimha sleeps in a cardboard box. Yay, kittens!
Current Mood: cat-tastic

7th January 2004

6:19pm: Back in Black
in the 4 months since my last post

* we bought a house
* we (with help from my mom and one of my sisters) built a wood floor downstairs, painted, built bookshelves, and moved 2/3 of our stuff from storage into the house
* began planning a wedding
* a. finished 1 semester of grad school
* i worked on my school stuff, too (yech)
* i began working on simulation of cloth and hair at work, rather than just infrastructure programming, working 1.5 jobs' worth of work for about 1.5 months during the transition

it is good, but exhausting - especially the construction and setting up at the house
Current Mood: enervated

15th September 2003

4:02pm: By the way.... check out these films
Stacy (Japanese teen schoolgirl zombie love story film)
Wild Zero (Japanese zombie alien invasion rock n' roll heroic save the transexual damsel in distress film)
Battle Royal (Japanese Lord of the Flies meets The Running Man schoolkid murder gameshow survival film)
JSA (Serious Korean drama about the Joint Security Area between N & S Korea)
Current Mood: busy
3:08pm: Back from the Dead
Well, we got moved out.

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Good news lately:
Bought a house (well, we'll sign the mortgage papers tomorrow, and then into escrow).
Bought a used car (a Subaru Outback).

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Bad news lately:
Ex-landlords being dicks about returning security deposit.
Car battery in the Nissan exploded last Friday.
Prids tour ended early, before making it to San Francisco.

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Now I'm just swamped trying not to fall behind at work with all this chaos going on.
Current Mood: rather tired

7th August 2003

10:09pm: We are pissed...
We got evicted and have 30 days to move everything into storage and find some interim place to live until a better place can be found. Fuck.

18th July 2003

12:59am: Vienna Pix #3
Yet more...



Read more... )
Current Mood: wizard needs sleep

16th July 2003

12:44am: Vienna Pix #2
More Here...

Read more... )
Current Mood: tired

15th July 2003

9:17pm: Vienna Pix - Pt 1
Here are a few.
Read more... )
Current Mood: harried

14th July 2003

6:35am: i am being lazy...
...about posting pix. i will do so soon. i've got them uploaded, i just need to
thumbnail them, etc. i'm trying to set up a program to do auto bad pixel removal (the Nikon Coolpix cams tend to have several that exhibit themselves in low-light shots), and i am waiting for my PS7 upgrade so i can do easier batch watermarking, etc.

then i will post oodles of pix...
Current Mood: insomniac

2nd July 2003

10:41pm: Hit and Cum Accident
The driving instructors said to keep your eyes on the road and your hands on the wheel, but they didn't really specify where to put your penis.

http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story2&u=/nm/20030702/od_nm/odd_germany_sex_dc&e=1&ncid=583

28th June 2003

8:32am: Back from Vienna
So, it took 24 hours, but I made it home. It was rather eventful:
- Frankfurt airport held all planes for about 15 minutes while they interrogated a Palestinian looking young man whose laptop would not boot - I don't know what happened to him after that)
- There was a medical emergency on our plane from Frankfurt to LA which required that the 3 doctors on board, with the flight crew, carry that passenger somewhere using blankets. I have no idea whether or not she lived, but it caused 20 minutes of de-planing delay in LA, which was fine because...
- LAX United terminal was closed for a few hours due to what turned out to be fireworks. I had to stand outside in the hot LA weather for 2 hours, and my 6:15 flight finally boarded at around 7:30.
- Finally, after weathering Friday night Bay Area traffic jams, I made it home at around 8:30AM Vienna time... About the same time I left for the airport the previous morning.

Vienna itself was great. We went swimming in the Donau (Danube), got a tour of the United Nations building from Anu's dad, and saw various art museums (Leopold, Ludwig, Kunstforum, Kunsthistorisches, Architecturzentrum, and Seccession Building). We also went to this museum: http://www.pathomus.or.at/frameset.htm
It has a nice public section which is highly recommended. Since we were there with Anu's mom, who is also a physician, we were able to browse the closed stacks which are for medical professionals only. This section has over 50,000 artifacts in a collection started in the late 1700s. It includes:
-hundreds, perhaps thousands, of didactic wax models (moulages) of skin indicators of various diseases made by a famous Viennese dermatologist between 1890 and 1920
- many preserved bones (dry) and organs (in formaldehyde) showing the effects of various diseases, including entire skeletons of a hydocephalic child, conjoined twins (several sets), and some bizarre examples of ostogenesis imperfecta
- a collection of ancephalic, cyclops, conjoined twin, etc. wet preparations (including a grotesque conjoined triplet which is in the public collection and really must be seen to be believed)
- medical devices and instrumentation, some of which also must be seen to be believed (they did what with that??)
This collection is housed in the building of the old mental hospital (a most excellent tower building, complete with central courtyard) commissioned in the 1700s by Maria Theresa. It is quite hard to find, so in case you are in Vienna: It's address (Spitalgasse 2) describes a collection of buildings on the grounds of Vienna University, including all the buildings that comprise the Altes Krankenhouse (old hospital) and some new university buildings. To get to the museum you need to follow the signs until the arrow points down (naturally). At this point, you are confused. It means behind you (left from the path you were on before you turned to look at the sign). It's in the 3rd courtyard. The museum really needs to invest a few minutes to put a campus map on their site.

We also saw a Strauss chamber music concert (with two or three operatic pieces, and two or three with accompanying dancers) at a hall used by both Strauss brothers to present their pieces. It was nice (Strauss is better heard live than on CD), and the interaction between the 3 violinists in the chamber orchestra was fun to watch. The bandleader (and first violinist) was really into it, and he was a lot of fun. They closed by imploring people to come dance a Viennese waltz, which many did. We also saw a concert of Bach fugues arranged for a Saxophone quartet at Ruprechtskirche, which is the oldest church in Vienna (dating back to around 740, with its first documentary mention in the 1100s).

Another excellent trip was to the Hofburg Kaiserliches Hofmobiliendepot Kapuziner Gruft Kirche am Steinhof (which is loosely the Habsburgs' Imperial Crypt at the Cappuchiner Order's Church). It was filled with about 3 dozen elaborately ornamented imperial sarcophagi,and I will eventually post some pix from it.

Our favorite restaurants included Heuriger Wolf (good wine and traditional Viennese food), Bagel Station (run by an actual Jewish bagel baker, and thus quite good), and Pizzeria Tanti Saluti which is run by one of the nicest people you'd ever hope to meet (an Egyptian, so I hope he can stay so happy and positive in the anti Turk and Arab climate that effects some of Vienna), and makes great pizza (so good we're thinking of giving Anu's parents a foodsaver so they can vacuum seal their pizza and fedex it to us...)
It's at Rainergasse 31 if you ever go to Vienna (near the Suedtiroler Platz U-bahn station). It was also nice to go to the market at Viktor Adler Platz and buy fresh sausages, fresh fruit (at the early morning market), and little open-faced herring sandwiches. Of course, Vienna has many famous cafes, and while we had better palatschinken at a place I can't remember the name of, having a palatschinken and coffee or hot chocolate at Cafe Central is worth doing once.

I'll post some pictures later...
Current Mood: tired, but content

19th June 2003

6:06pm: Austria
Tomorrow we're going to Austria. Yay. I won't be posting from there, but I'll show pix and whatever when I get back.
Current Mood: happy AND stressed about vacation

17th June 2003

2:28pm: From the "It's An Ad, Ad, Ad, Ad, Ad World" Dept.
The Pizza chain plan seems fair enough, but what's up with the temporary
tattoos on the foreheads thing?

http://www.cnn.com/2003/US/West/06/17/offbeat.pizza.ap/index.html
Current Mood: debugging fucking code
12:03am: Mr. Hilter, I Presume
I just saw this: http://us.imdb.com/Details?0346293
over the weekend

When CBS first aired it, it was attacked for "humanizing" Hitler.

I think it is a dangerous perspective to think of Hitler as some kind of
inhuman monster. What makes Hitler so frightening is that he was a
human. People, not demons or machines, are the ones capable of
doing what he and his subordinates (all humans) did, and they are
capable of doing it even if they were not lifelong sociopaths. That is
what is so scary about so many of the stories from WWII.

In oppozing the "humanization" of Hitler in telling his story, people
who think they are well-meaning are really doing society a disservice
in that they are turning him into some kind of non-human creature.
By making him different from everyone else to such an extent, the
notion of "it can't happen again" is built into the Hitler mythos. Yet,
there is ample evidence from Soviet Russia, Maoist China, Cambodia,
Biafra, Armenia, etc. that what Hitler did had been done before, and
has been done since.

The real Hitler story is even more disturbing than what is portrayed
in this film (which is more accurate than most Hitler docudramas,
but still falls short in some areas). For example, Hitler is often
portrayed as a lifelong virulent anti-Semite, but it is actually known
that he had many Jewish friends while still in Austria and expressed
no anti-Semitism openly until later in life (around 1920, when he was
31). It is all the more disturbing to think that someone could, over
time, develop into a monster rather than having been dropped onto
the earth from the Evil Dimension as a fully-formed monster.

Missing entirely from the film is Himmler, who was crucial both in
designing the Final Solution, and in convincing Hitler to order the
execution of Ernst Roehm. Hitler's development from a boring
nobody into a murderous dictator was most certainly helped along
by Himmler, and the very downplayed Hermann Goering, Rudolf
Hess, and Josef Goebbels.

The human side of these monsters makes them all the scarier. If
people choose to ignore it, it makes it all too easy to believe that
you can easily recognize a monster by their hideous demeanor and
manaical looks. The frightening reality is that these people can
seem very normal, perhaps even virtuous, often until it is too late.
Perhaps, even, under different circumstances they would be normal
or even virtuious. Normal people can become monsters (read
Goldhagen's "Hitler's Willing Executioners" for some documentary
evidence regarding this trend in the rank and file) in the kinds of
circumstances where monstrosity is rewarded as a virtue. By
ignoring these facts, it makes it all the easier for this kind of history
to repeat itself.
Current Mood: disturbed

13th June 2003

4:31pm: Maybe I should rent out the crawlspace under our house...
$500/mo to live in, basically, a beehive? Wow.

http://newyork.craigslist.org/roo/12388299.html
Current Mood: really annoyed

12th June 2003

10:46pm: Every So Often, An Invention So New, So Awesome...
http://www.friendster.com/index.jsp

You can use Friendster to:
* Meet new people to date, through your friends and their friends
* Make new friends
* Help your friends meet new people

Wow, really? Through the power of computer technology I can
now finally be introduced to people through my friends, and
vice-versa? Who'd have ever thought of that?

It's amazing!

It's like some kind of party, except withough beer... or food...
or music... or... uh... actually meeting anyone...

Or like LiveJournal without the Journal...

Or like a computer dating service wi... uh, or exactly like one of
those, actually.


Sasha and I designed a way better engine for that sort of thing (and
more) years ago, but sadly it never went anywhere, and then Sasha died.
Maybe I should resurrect that work?
Current Mood: irked
4:37pm: viking kittens want to take you to a gay bar
I got this from [info] http://www.rathergood.com/gaybar
Current Mood: in pain
4:25pm: jeezus gots mad skillz fo puttin the smack down, boo yeah
Now, you too can write for Youth Ministry... All you need is
the power of Jeezus and this handy language guide:
http://www.thesourcefym.com/teenlingo/
Current Mood: feeling sicky

9th June 2003

10:38pm: Interview Without A Vampire
Interview by [info]salyx

1. Do you kill or save spiders?
-----> Save the Spiders!!

2. What really scares you?
-----> Fanatics. Irrationality. Global Thermonuclear War. The
Arrogance of Power. People who think they know more than
they do, especially when they choose to act upon their ignorance
as if it were truth.

3. If you could have anything to eat right now, what would it be?
-----> Filet Mignon & Tuna Sushi, except that I'm really full right now

4. What is your emotional crutch?
-----> Being a dick.

5. What is the best live act you've ever seen?
-----> it's a toss-up between Einsturzende Neubauten, Mr. Bungle,
Kraftwerk, and Pink Floyd
Current Mood: still agitated
10:31pm: Fvck Off, Teenage America
I hate having landlords.
This weekend I need to move everything out of the attic. What a waste of time.
And money.

Debugging sucks.
I am tired of debugging, can't the users just do that for me? (No matter how hard
you debug, there are still always more, so they always do. Fvck.)

Being anxious sucks.
It makes it harder to do anything. I just want the landlords to fvck off and leave
us alone, and to be able to concentrate on work (for work, and my own projects).
I hate that they've got us over a barrel by having told us they'd renew our lease,
so we didn't look for any other places and also scheduled a vacation (which in
itself is looking stressful - particularly my returning to San Jose instead of Oakand
airport). Argh.

I haven't heard from a friend who may need my help, though I tried calling him
and e-mailing him. Do I need to go out back East as a character witness in
divorce court or not? I don't know. Messy divorces, people dying, this sucks
more than landlord troubles - but our own private hells are the ones that torment
us the most (we can only empathize with and support our friends when they are in
their hells - not really experience it however they do).

Avoid drinking 10 cans of Diet Coke in 1 day. It is bad for you. I know from...
today.
Current Mood: agitated
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